transpire sounds

today my life feels like a string of near-misses. opportunities i failed to seize moments of happiness i let drift away. a race who's result i knew beforehand but failed to pick the winner. through the frayed curtain a a wan glow heralds the break of day. my heels ache, my head weighs a ton, my whole body is encased in a kind of diving suit. my task now is to write the motionless travel notes. from a castaway on the shores...

Words make you tired

Take down the walls you see before you, just so the cold crowd cannot ignore you. Now it's getting dark in the cold light of day. Then the sky turns to grays to receive handy downs of rain. Thats just the way it is. Its all but a reflection from the mirror of an autumn breeze.

your character is tested when your up against it

We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while. How long is it since you were really bothered? About something important, about something real?
- Ray Bradbury

water under a bridge

hold on a minute. i'm out there looking for something i can't even name. and for that i know i'll never be satisfied. the days that didn't really matter kinda went the way they came. does a brand new suit make one any less dignified? i walked around the place and it seems all the same to me.

Finding a cure to cancer would be easier than getting the $20 rebate offer.

bestbuy. lets see how this plays out. so far so good. damn i need an external hard drive. all the cheap ones seem poor on quality. lets see what happens on black friday.

coup de grâce

False sense of reality from shadows on a wall. there is more than shadows on a wall, but there is nothing wrong with accepting it for what it is and allowing it to be so. i dont need to know whats causing the shadows to be like moving pictures and silent film. I'll take it for at least something beautiful. it's quite well done to almost nothing.


when the ice is melted away
and the hunger returns
i will be the same, but older
and maybe twice the bear
that i thought i was

wow did meat suddenly grow on trees? lol i think i missed the pig flying cause i was busy staring at the tree with meat growing. election 08'. what an amazing outcome. votes are voices. i spoke my voice. i was so happy when obama was elected. landslide eh? damn. i didn't expect that. this was the first president election i took part in. there is so much wrong with the economy right now. its going to take at least 10 years to gain the stability we lost. there will be new policys that will regulate our own government's dumbfounded mistakes. it's been a domino effect. the rest of the world fell over a little bit too.